You're happy

I am happy and I know it so I clap
But what am I supposed to do with mad?
I am happy and I know it
and I really like to show it
But I don’t know what to do when I feel mad

I think back on all the conflicts that we’ve had
And I realize there’s something dark attached
I think back on all the conflicts
And the punishment it warrants
Should I punish them like you do when I’m mad?

Now they’re crying and I think that makes me sad
Why does sadness feel much worse than being mad?
Now we’ve gone from sad to madness
And your rules are wreaking havoc
I am tired from this fight to understand

I feel something so I keep my friends at bay
They can’t see under this camouflage I’ve made
There’s a punishment for madness
So I bury mad and sadness
I feel happy so please watch me clap my hands