Low tide

Sometimes I’m okay
Sometimes I’m not
Accusations of ease
Tie me in knots

The tide of expectations
creeps up to my neck
I’m forced to tread water
When I really need rest

I’m scared to reach out where you can reject
But your gifts of gold slip into my chest
I’m bracing for the next inevitable attack
Completely unmoored by your kindness made fact

Soft words lick salted tears off my face
I hold on to my legs dreaming of your embrace
I’ll tell you a secret I’d die to defend
I am torn at the softest touch of a friend