The start: 2025/04/22
Pleasure need not stay lurking
The now: 2025/09/16
I don't know if you're real. I don't know if you're out there. I don't know if I should be directing this letter at myself. I don't know if these words could ever be about anyone else. There&
Are you the girl who tenderly whispered that you would like to live by my side? Are you the maniac who tossed your head back laughing as sadness filled my eyes? Are you the woman whose radiant locks shone golden in the setting sun? Are you the boy who smiled
People would look at me with pity, but their kindness was nowhere to be seen. I turned from empty platitudes, seeking shelter through a screen. I stopped getting cat called at least, those same men now recoiled. I stopped hearing about how my beauty made me obnoxiously spoiled. Feeling unworthy
Esme A quick note. I leave you little notes On a messy kitchen table Just my daily thoughts Or rants about the stars. Your dawn is my good night And I live my life while you're asleep. So we scribble on a screen And speak our idle thoughts.