Bye Buddy

Loss feels heavy in my chest
The sparkles in my heart have turned to lead
I cuddle up to the pillow in my bed
I hold tight but she never turns her head

My voice is cracked
Notes drag like shattered glass
I'm sorry I ever asked
I was sure we wouldn't last

But still I had to try
Couldn't let you pass me by
I don't care to just survive
I'd rather try to thrive

If we fall apart

I'm doing it in style